Archive for April, 2008

16
Apr
08

My heart on my bloody sleeve

I’ll take every fucking word you said
and turn them into blood you shed
When I burn you down to the ground
and I walk away without a sound and I turn around
look you in the eye one last time
an hold the hand that I call mine.
I’ll kiss this boy as we try to define me
he cures the scars you left inside me
Used up to my very last strength
and I’ll soar through the sky cause I’m high from this pain
Poke me again bitch, see if I’ll break
You should give up on life, for your own sake
its all I can take, as I find my true love
recover from the pain you put me through as i admit “Enough”
and I wear my heart on my bloody sleeve
Tears dried and I finish my bleed
Look up into the eyes that actually care
He stapples my heart and heals my tare
sees me for me, treats so much better
We stand hand in hand and we promise forever
So Fuck You superman you got some nerve
I’ll burn you down its what you both deserve

02
Apr
08

Bite My Tounge

& I can see it in your eyes, when I talk about it

Hear it when you sigh, and I know you doubt it

Because you were my number one, and now you dropped

We used to have so much fun, but not it all stopped

I just wish you’d be happy for what I found

Sad for so long now look what came around

The pain I feel in side you, the awkwardness beside you

As he is holding my hand, and you were wishing you had a man

More closely than a sister, this friendship that feels so strong

I finally found my mister, but you make it feel so wrong

And we laugh as we talk about it, but the truth is that I love him

And I know I used to doubt it, but now I can’t get enough of him

I come to you happy or sad, but sometimes I feel like u really don’t care

I sit here in tears, wishing you’d tell me your fears

You know I won’t get hurt so why are you trying to steer

The rage that you give me makes me wanna choke you

Tare you up inside and try to provoke you

Grow the fuck up, I wish I didn’t even know you

Cause you put people down and cry for attention

No ones pain is worse than yours, and I won’t forget to mention

As you sit there in tears praying for a friend

I was there to pick you up; at least I’m not pretend

I want to sit here and cry in your arms make you understand

One day when I’m older I am going to marry this man

And you’ll never fall behind you’ll always be my best

Because memories with you are nothing like the rest

You’re the love of my life blood couldn’t bring us closer

As hard as I try, I don’t know if I’m supposed to

I calm myself down and bite my tongue

I love you to death and love what you’ve done

You showed me how to be a better friend

You were there for me a best friend

And no man will come between us even the man that I chose

Because no matter what its hoes over bros =]