erase all ive done

back to the top of the chart
you’ve stolen my heart

cant you see
wen im with you its kinda hard to breathe
its killing me
i wnt “us” to be
laying in your arms cnt explain the feeling
letting someone in again i dont know how im dealing
superman save me from whut ive become
save me from the pain inside nd everything ive done
save me from the mistakes i made nd all of my regrets
save me from the ones who hurt me that are hard 2 forget
let me in your life and ill let you in mine
dnt everr hurt me nd i wont hurt you .. well both doo fine
i seriously dun kno you that long
but prove to me it wasnt wrong
wen were done and ur arms lying there side by side
i shed a tear or two and i dunno why
i feel bad about my self and whut ive become
thats y i need ma superman to erase all ive done
your the onli guy who truly treated me well
i envy her, ur ex bc for her u fell
please lo0ve me.. ill neverrr let you down
i dun even kno the wrd .. cnt even hear the sound
ur heart is to0 precious for me 2 drop nd break
dnt play head games baby bc theres not much i cn take
if u wnt me please lemme kno
bc i wnt u nd i try not 2 let it show
so0 do0 you think it was a mistake
whut happened on that rainy day
o0r do0 you think it was the start of something great
i wanna call your fone
i wanna hear your voice
wanna talk 2 you but i have no0 otha choice
i wanna tell you how i feel
mayb this cud actually be real
but i dont know how 2 let you kno0
ur kinda all i think aboutt no0 j0oke
babe i dun lo0ve you but ur kinda all i miss
ur kinda all i wanan be with
nd im kinda in love with the way you kiss
the way you hold me in ur arms tight
makes me 4 get everything.. makes it all alright
the way u kiss me headd like u kno whut im thinking
nd wen u lo0k into my eyes i feel my heart sinking
so0 slo0w it down now dnt wann fall nd get hurt
u hardly kno him.. hardly kno whut hes worth
u insist hes perfect but 2 u they always appear that way
dnt u understand its whut u always sayy
but hes so0 different from the rest
im thinking of showing him my best
he actually knows how 2 treat a grl
nd knows how 2 make ha feel like shes his world
but i kno im not im just anotha grl
but wen he smiles i feel the world stop
i wish i cud give him all that i got
so0 now ill wait for the right time right place
to0 tell you how i feel but keep ma guard up just in case
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Too afraid to fall

im drowing in a river of affection
you are the center of my attention
and dont let me forget to mention
that this lonly heart is broken
and you acted like it was a token
and lead me on to believe
that my body wasnt all that you seen
and i know i shouldnt sweat it
but baby i cant forget it
im not going to regret it
but love let me down so many times and this time i wont let it
i feel so attached even tho were not that close
nd i have no control over wut u do so this is stupid i suppose
but it hurts everytimee i see you with someone else
i guess i just thought it was more that you felt
nd i guess we’d be together if it was anythingg more
at least ur not a low life calling me a “whore”
i’ve been thru every kind but never got to yours
the kind that actually does right nd dnt close doors
but u pushed me away wen i said how i felt
nd i guess it was a bad move, nd wen i see you i melt
i feel like a feen
i mean
nothing bad really went down
but i feel like im gettin too much nd u cud tell so this is whut u found
superman was supposed 2 save me
from becoming something i didnt wanna be
but i guess we will see
i say ill leave you alone but then i find myself calling your fone
so i guess superman isnt going to save me after all
because hes too afraid to fall
thats my conclusion
u have this crazii illusion
that ill hurt you so drop ya confusion
baby ill keep ya heart safe ill never hurt you
y cnt u gimme one chance u have 2
i guess ill let it go nd see whut happens,leave it alone for 2 day
but then again.. thats whut i always sayy.. this is so0 cliche.
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Open the door

the lies that were told
to make her heart unfold
leaving you broken
confused and worthless
now shes choking
on these cliche words she uses every day
expressing them the same way
trying to find something new to ryme about
but its always the same shit she crys about
nd now all the words are out
she closes her eyes nd all she sees is darkness
the same darkness she feels every day with no progress
nd its one boy she does miss, missing that one kiss
that makes her forget how 2 breathe
now im gettin too cliche again cant you see
these words are all the same but there my shame
there my horror there my fear
as i shed one more tear
i scream to the gods that never answer me back
i scream for the perfection that i lack
so cut me some slack
im so alone at the moment
so broken nd imperfect
imperfection is drawn
dnt correct me im torn
waiting for the one who will sweep me away
but i guess its not him and i guess its not 2 day
see now shes choking again
she dun wanna be your friend
she wnts 2 be so much more
but you test her callin her a “whore”
so is this the price i’ve paid
for lettin somone in and tryin 2 not 2 be afraid
holding back her vulnerability
trying to open her heart so he can see
but hes hurting me
i cant even breathe
trying 2 accept that we will never happen
but this shit aint easy, these are ma tru feelings nd u keep laughing
thinking this is just a joke but its not
so mayb it aint love but at least its some feelings i got
i know you been hurt and your tryna recover
i been hurt 2 but i aint like no other
i cud nevr hurt you i cud never let you go
but i guess ull never kno
how gud u cud of had it
nd thats tragic
i cud have been da best thing u eva hadd
nd its so sad
so wen u lookin for someone u cn lean on again
remember im just a friend
but i cud be more
if you just open da doorr… let me in
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