already gone

broken and hurt
dunno whut shes worth
because no one eva showed ha
she rele needs a shoulder
2 cry away her tearss
fight away her fears
2 mend her broken heart
as her world slowly falls apart
lieing 2 her self so her heart wont break
and every step she takes is another mistake
cant find the one 2 be tru
and everytime i do
i end up gettin treated like i used 2
used and abused
torn and confused
she gives away her heart bc thats whut hurts the most
nd gives away her body bc thats whut she thinks will get him close
tare me up inside nd watch me fall down
laughin in da back as i walk away nd hit the ground
nd as i turn around
ur already gone
nd i realize it was wrong.
hopeing i dont make the same mistakes i move on
nd onli 2 find i do0 the same exact thing i did
i dun understand these fucking kids
as soon as i realize how happy i am
it all gets taken, its like u have a plan
waiting so0 lo0ng for the one who wont leave me
nd wen i finally fine him i dun think hell be able 2 see me
ill put on this role
cause im vulnerable
makein my way through teenage yrs
livin every night with teenage tears
nd i try 2 forget you but ur memory stalks me
i wanna be wit you but i guess its not supposed 2 be
cause u lead me 2 love, than you walked away
i’m sittin tryin 2 forget you 2 day
i didnt want it 2 go on but yet i didnt stop it
i fuckin regrett itt nd this time im sure i do
i just wish i cud fastforward 2 wen i was laying there with you
you held me so tight nd looked into ma eyes. as i cud see
ur arms fite perfectly around me
but iguess there all right i mean nothing to you
why do i try so hard if i kno i never do
never mean anything to any one just another girl
i wanna be someones heart i wanna be there world
all you have given me is pain nd more confusion
i dnt need this stress so whuts ur solution
get outta ma head boi gett outta ma heart
leave me alone i need ma dai 2 start
i need ma thoughts 2 sleep as ma eyes draw heavey
need ma heart 2 stay strong as i move along
tryna pick myself back up
and hopefully my heart will realize 2 dai i’ve had enough
57

Heres to you

Heres to all the guyss
that made me cry
that fed me liess
this is ma night
to show you what you did to me
you couldnt just let my heart be
you had 2 expand ma misery
making me feel like im the problem
giving me problems and knew i couldnt solve em
ma heart is heavy searchin for the words
just want you all 2 kno ur all fuckin herbs
build me up and watched me fall
and u didnt care at all
get what you wanted and left me there dyingg
sayin you lo0ved me, why you fuckin lieing
i tried soo0 hard every time 2 make things right
nd u acted like i committed a crime and always start a fight
and we in skewl playin it like we dun kno each otherr
wen in da back of ma mind im replayin wen we slept 2 gether
our bodiess collided like da ocean hittin sand
see motha fucka u aint a real man
so0 this is to0 the boiss not the guys not the men
who in the end… became… just a friend