Falling Fast

take this dagger which has been runnin thru my heart nd push it thru
take advantage of this broken heart cause it feels something you never knew
you say those words of understanding, expectin me 2 understand
but there just words nd in the end
they all amount 2 one thing, you just wanna be friends
what did i do wrong
is it my fault were not together
is it my fault that were apart
did i make us end like stormy weather
did i break my own heart
im tryna figure out what went wrong cause you said this was right
you said u dunn wanna hurt me but u just might
mayb i fell just a little too fast
mayb i dun kno how 2 let go of the past
mayb my hearts a little confused
or mayb its just tired of being abused
warm salty drops run down my face
as i sit here in disgrace
everyone who said they wouldnt leave… did
shes as broken as the shatter glass
more lonly as the time will pass
mistakes were mad and lies were told
in the end her heart is still broken and cold
& she feens for you, she misses you
but i guess it will neverr be again
bc i guess now we are just friends
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Last Kiss

i couldnt belive u were here
seein you, almost made me tear
i huged you so tight for at least 5 minutes
but i had 2 be carefull bc now we have limits
your not mine any more, now your hers
her problem, her tears, her worries, her fears
her pain nd fustration shud i continue or do u need a deminstration
im still tryna decide if i’d ever take you back
but ull never change nd thats a fact
iloved layin there in your arms i felt soo safe like i always did
how cud i still care about this kid
i miss you so much everything about you
everything you do
when you kissed me in the rain i wanted that moment to last forever
everytime we hang out its always crappy weather
i could tell you missed me too
you grabbed my arms nd tried 2 warm them
but i gotta remember your just a friend
how bad i wanted 2 be alone with you for so long
i shudnt be feelin this way .
but little by little i feel it more every day
nd i wont admite it 2 any one any where but ill say it hear nd now
I Think I Still Love You nd i dunno why or how
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